Irreverence. I hold this banner pretty high, sometimes. It’s almost as if I purposely try to shake up the most awe inspiring moments. Actually, I’d say I probably do. I don’t know what it is but I have a habit of breaking up the serious moments with a joke, quip, sarcastic comment, or total derailing of the conversation. The funny thing is that if I look around at most of my friends they are exactly the same way. (Just wait. None of them will be able to pass up the opportunity to do exactly that on the comments section of this post:)
When I was young I was often told to “be serious”. Kind of tough when you’re 8 or 9 years old and you have an overactive imagination. I liked to joke! It was my escape, to some extent. I was never the solemn, serious kid. I had too much energy for that, plus there was no way to be heard in my family if you were serious. I cracked jokes at the drop of a hat. It got me out of work, out of fights, and especially out of anything uncomfortable. It’s like a get out of jail free card.
So here I am as a wise cracking, unconventional anarchist and along comes the concept of God. Hmmmmm. Worship the great “I Am”. Be reverent in the presence of God. Honor and glorify the King of kings. Something just doesn’t seem to jive with my personality. Now, don’t get me wrong. I am truly in awe of God and what He has done in my life. As a matter of fact I am in SHOCK that He has had the concept of grace included in my mishaps and foibles. I’ve never really considered myself to be someone worth the time of day for a diety! In most of the stories of kings and kingdoms that I’ve ever seen the court jester was pretty much bottom of the list when it came to importance. Still, I am here and owe everything that I am, have, and experience to someone so much greater than my imagination could ever fathom.
So, what does an irreverent jerk do in reference to worshipping a reverent God? Am I supposed to be myself and let the wisecracks fall where they may? Or, on the other hand, should I subdue my natural instincts “because of” the reverence of God? Am I wrong to include this slapstick side of my personality in my relationship with God?
These are the questions of one who wants to know the presence of God. I guess I’m asking “Does God really get my jokes or does He just roll His eyes at me?”
I’m a lumberjack and I’m OK. I sleeps all night and I works all day……………………………………..
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